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I'm tired. 

Once Molly's birthday cake is out of the way, I'm packing all my decorating tools away into boxes, and they're going in the attic. The things that will still be used to bake for the sake of baking (cookie cutters, piping nozzles, dyes, etcetc..) will find a new home in my cupboard under the breakfast bar, but everything else has to be put away. 

The way everyone has come to expect cake in the way they expect birthday cards, with very little appreciation and gratitude for the sheer amount of time and effort that went into creating it, has become exhausting. I have other dreams that I want to follow and other journeys I want to go on, but the magnitude of expectation that is currently crushing me means I cannot. So I am going to change that, because fuck them all. My health and my happiness is more important than my family getting free cake. 

In other news, I'm on medication to cope with my depression and anxiety. It seems to be helping a bit. I'm meeting a counsellor tomorrow, too. I'm also preparing to redecorate my bedroom, which is exciting. Doing something that is truly for me feels good.

So... yeah. 

Two cakes left. I can do this. 
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Jess Nixon
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United Kingdom
Hi there. I'm Jess, a self-taught baker. Sometimes I make things out of bits of paper, too.

{This is a new account; I've been around on dA for 3 1/2 years on my old account}

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redsailor Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2014   General Artist
Thank you for the fav! Your papercutting art and cakes are fab.
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thesearejessicakes Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thanks! <3

(I have a few ideas for Merlin-themed papercuts, which I'm excited to get working on. :3 )
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GwendolynWolters Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2014   General Artist
Thanx or the :+fav: :D you have a nice gallery! :)
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thesearejessicakes Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
You're welcome, and thanks! 
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Zenta278 Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Merry Christmas! ( even if it isn't Christmas where you live =) (Smile) ) Merry christmas everybody Christmas- Pikachu Elf 

 ¡Feliz Navidad! (Aunque no es la Navidad donde vives =) (Smile)

 عيد ميلاد سعيد! (حتى إذا لم يكن عيد الميلاد المكان الذي تعيش فيه =) (Smile) ) 

Merry Christmas! (Ook al is het geen Kerstmis waar je woont =) (Smile) )

メリー·クリスマス!(それはあなたが=を生きクリスマスされていない場合でも))

Joyeux Noël! (Même si ce n'est pas Noël où vous vivez =) (Smile) )
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